Post by ~Akira~ on Feb 13, 2011 0:57:24 GMT -5
Don't Die A Copy
Be True To Yourself[/u][/size]
Full Name; Rian Shai Trevelyn
Nickname(s) Shai (pronounced Shey), Ry
Gender; Male
Age; 18
Face Claim; None ((this bio is ttly being half assed at 330 am...))
Your Past Is Catching Up With You[/u][/size]
Personality; He's a very kind person most of the time. He's nice company, though he tends to ramble on and on about the most meaningless of things sometimes. His humor is usually dry, but he can be very sarcastic. He's a really down to earth kind of person. Don't get him mad though. He's scary when he's mad.
Rather shy and socially awkward, Rian was never one to truly enjoy being around people. Though he's really kind and could never bring harm to any living creature but himself, he can be rather crabby when he doesn't sleep. Or if you get on his bad side. His mind is riddled with ngihtmares and sleep gets more and more fleeting as the days go on. Soft sounds make him jump and he's always jittery around new things. He's always twitching or shaking either his fingers or his leg. This is all caused by his anxiety around new things, and even about life itself. He absolutely hates new people and large groups as well. He hates fighting and arguing and screams send him into a panic attack in which he will curl up on the floor and choke on air until it goes away or he passes out, whichever comes first.
On most days he finds himself wishing death, begging for it, staring out the windows wishing he were at the bottom of the river they had pulled him out of over a year ago. He often writes in journals to keep himself somewhat sane, however his journal entries are always titled as letters to his dead mother or sister. He is extremely calm though, and usually keeps to himself. He is very smart however, and even though he's only 17 he has been finished with highschool for just over a year and a half. Even as much as he hates doctors, he hopes that he will become better and get the help he needs so that he may go to medical school and become a doctor himself, though he wishes to major in pediatric medicine to help kids like his sister that had a terminal illness.
Appearance; Shai's hair is a light honey brown kind of color and his eyes are a lighter emerald green. He wears emo style glasses, which are a reddish kind of color that are a bit darker than his hair. He's fairly short, only being 5'4". He usually wears nice clothes, but usually just a button up shirt under a sweater vest thing and black or khaki pants. He has glasses and a watch. He has scars on his wrists and arms. He also has the words "Scream for me" carved into his back just between his shoulder blades. But the only people that know that are the ones that have seen him naked. He has a British Accent <3.
He's very lean but still a healthy weight for his size, though he doesn't have much for muscle mass. His skin is rather pale, but that's more because he never goes outside. His clothes always tend to be pretty plain. He owns 1 green silk shirt that buttons up in the front, but usually wears a cream colored vest over it, but thats only on special occassions. He usually wears long sleeved shirts, either wool or cotton in material. He wears a gray colored wool hat. He doesn't like shoes much and won't wear them unless he has to, but if he does they are a pair of white tennis shoes. He has an earring in his left ear and usually wears one metal ring on his middle finger, and a silver cross necklace that his mother gave him.
History; His life started out just as normal as anyone elses. A loving mother and father, who both adored each other and him. His parents ran a vineyard in France, but they lived in London, distributing and selling their wines amongst the people there. They were fairly well off and he got anything he wanted.
A few weeks before he turned 6, his father went off to France to check up on their vineyard, as that seasons wine seemed rather flat tasting. He had called them every night to say that he loved them and to "tuck" Rian in. Rian adored his father, and looked up to him in every way. Then, disaster struck. Three days before his birthday they learned of his father's death. They buried him on September 2nd, his birthday...
When he was 10, his mother had found someone else, a Doctor by the name of Sven Carmichael. She seemed to love him, and he seemed to love her back. A year later, they married.
He had always been a smart kid, but when Sven became a part of the family, he skipped grades with leaps and bounds, graduating high school at 15 and finishing his nearly 10 year college schedule, in half that. Sven pushed him to become a doctor, just like he was, much to Rian's dismay.
When he was 12, His mother gave birth to twins, Lukas and Anna. Lukas was a strong and healthy baby, but Anna struggled. When he was 14 they discovered she had leukemia, and even through his studies, he always made it home to take care of her, to teach her things, to feed her, to bathe her.
Sven was always very abusive to him, even after his children were born. One time he was thrown down the stairs and broke over 10 bones in his body, another time he was nearly drowned while taking a bath after school. He was beaten and bullied, cut up and bruised. And one day while Marie was out shopping with Lukas, Sven went into his room during his studies, and carved the words "Scream for me" into his back with a wire.
His 16th year had to be one of the worst in his life. He was doing double the amount of college work any normal student would regularly have to do. And still looking after his sister. But she had gotten so sick, that she was almost always in the hospital. A few weeks after she turned 4, she died.
It was a great loss to him, and he fell into a bit of a depression, but kept up his school work for the fear of getting beaten. His mother fell into an even greater depression, and he began having to keep her up, keep her well enough to get out of the house every now and then.
One night he was sleeping, and had this terrible nightmare. He woke up to the sound of water dripping. He figured it was his mom taking her evening bath, then realized it was nearing 4 in the morning. There was no way she would be up at that time. He slowly got out of bed and went down the hallway, a lump growing in his throat and his chest. The bathroom door was cracked open, and the floor was all wet. As he opened the door he felt that lump vanish. His heart, his mind, everything crumbled. His mother lie in the tub, naked, with her wrists slashed, and the words "I'm Sorry" written on the wall behind her.
His depression worsened, but he was convinced that it wasn't suicide and that Sven had murdered her. She had left everything to Rian, and he was convinced that he was going to die next. But he stayed with Sven, taking care of Lukas almost full time, while trying to finish up his studies. That was the year he began cutting.
A few months later, he was barely 17, he made his way to Tower Bridge in London. He stood on it for a little while, pondering life, wondering if it was even worth living anymore. He jumped. Luckily some nearby people jumped in after him, and saved him from drowning, after all, he wasn't the greatest swimmer anyways.
He woke up in an institution. WillowCreek. And supposedly he was rejecting the drug meant to turn him into someone else.
Presumed Diagnosis; Manic Depression, Anxiety
Family Matters[/b][/size]
Parents Richard Trevelyn- Father, Deceased Marie Carmichael- Mother, Deseased
Sven Carmichael- Step-Father, Alive
Siblings Anna- Sister, Deceased
Lukas- Brother, Alive
Significant Other N/A
Children N/A[/color]
Be True To Yourself[/u][/size]
Full Name; Rian Shai Trevelyn
Nickname(s) Shai (pronounced Shey), Ry
Gender; Male
Age; 18
Face Claim; None ((this bio is ttly being half assed at 330 am...))
Your Past Is Catching Up With You[/u][/size]
Personality; He's a very kind person most of the time. He's nice company, though he tends to ramble on and on about the most meaningless of things sometimes. His humor is usually dry, but he can be very sarcastic. He's a really down to earth kind of person. Don't get him mad though. He's scary when he's mad.
Rather shy and socially awkward, Rian was never one to truly enjoy being around people. Though he's really kind and could never bring harm to any living creature but himself, he can be rather crabby when he doesn't sleep. Or if you get on his bad side. His mind is riddled with ngihtmares and sleep gets more and more fleeting as the days go on. Soft sounds make him jump and he's always jittery around new things. He's always twitching or shaking either his fingers or his leg. This is all caused by his anxiety around new things, and even about life itself. He absolutely hates new people and large groups as well. He hates fighting and arguing and screams send him into a panic attack in which he will curl up on the floor and choke on air until it goes away or he passes out, whichever comes first.
On most days he finds himself wishing death, begging for it, staring out the windows wishing he were at the bottom of the river they had pulled him out of over a year ago. He often writes in journals to keep himself somewhat sane, however his journal entries are always titled as letters to his dead mother or sister. He is extremely calm though, and usually keeps to himself. He is very smart however, and even though he's only 17 he has been finished with highschool for just over a year and a half. Even as much as he hates doctors, he hopes that he will become better and get the help he needs so that he may go to medical school and become a doctor himself, though he wishes to major in pediatric medicine to help kids like his sister that had a terminal illness.
Appearance; Shai's hair is a light honey brown kind of color and his eyes are a lighter emerald green. He wears emo style glasses, which are a reddish kind of color that are a bit darker than his hair. He's fairly short, only being 5'4". He usually wears nice clothes, but usually just a button up shirt under a sweater vest thing and black or khaki pants. He has glasses and a watch. He has scars on his wrists and arms. He also has the words "Scream for me" carved into his back just between his shoulder blades. But the only people that know that are the ones that have seen him naked. He has a British Accent <3.
He's very lean but still a healthy weight for his size, though he doesn't have much for muscle mass. His skin is rather pale, but that's more because he never goes outside. His clothes always tend to be pretty plain. He owns 1 green silk shirt that buttons up in the front, but usually wears a cream colored vest over it, but thats only on special occassions. He usually wears long sleeved shirts, either wool or cotton in material. He wears a gray colored wool hat. He doesn't like shoes much and won't wear them unless he has to, but if he does they are a pair of white tennis shoes. He has an earring in his left ear and usually wears one metal ring on his middle finger, and a silver cross necklace that his mother gave him.
History; His life started out just as normal as anyone elses. A loving mother and father, who both adored each other and him. His parents ran a vineyard in France, but they lived in London, distributing and selling their wines amongst the people there. They were fairly well off and he got anything he wanted.
A few weeks before he turned 6, his father went off to France to check up on their vineyard, as that seasons wine seemed rather flat tasting. He had called them every night to say that he loved them and to "tuck" Rian in. Rian adored his father, and looked up to him in every way. Then, disaster struck. Three days before his birthday they learned of his father's death. They buried him on September 2nd, his birthday...
When he was 10, his mother had found someone else, a Doctor by the name of Sven Carmichael. She seemed to love him, and he seemed to love her back. A year later, they married.
He had always been a smart kid, but when Sven became a part of the family, he skipped grades with leaps and bounds, graduating high school at 15 and finishing his nearly 10 year college schedule, in half that. Sven pushed him to become a doctor, just like he was, much to Rian's dismay.
When he was 12, His mother gave birth to twins, Lukas and Anna. Lukas was a strong and healthy baby, but Anna struggled. When he was 14 they discovered she had leukemia, and even through his studies, he always made it home to take care of her, to teach her things, to feed her, to bathe her.
Sven was always very abusive to him, even after his children were born. One time he was thrown down the stairs and broke over 10 bones in his body, another time he was nearly drowned while taking a bath after school. He was beaten and bullied, cut up and bruised. And one day while Marie was out shopping with Lukas, Sven went into his room during his studies, and carved the words "Scream for me" into his back with a wire.
His 16th year had to be one of the worst in his life. He was doing double the amount of college work any normal student would regularly have to do. And still looking after his sister. But she had gotten so sick, that she was almost always in the hospital. A few weeks after she turned 4, she died.
It was a great loss to him, and he fell into a bit of a depression, but kept up his school work for the fear of getting beaten. His mother fell into an even greater depression, and he began having to keep her up, keep her well enough to get out of the house every now and then.
One night he was sleeping, and had this terrible nightmare. He woke up to the sound of water dripping. He figured it was his mom taking her evening bath, then realized it was nearing 4 in the morning. There was no way she would be up at that time. He slowly got out of bed and went down the hallway, a lump growing in his throat and his chest. The bathroom door was cracked open, and the floor was all wet. As he opened the door he felt that lump vanish. His heart, his mind, everything crumbled. His mother lie in the tub, naked, with her wrists slashed, and the words "I'm Sorry" written on the wall behind her.
His depression worsened, but he was convinced that it wasn't suicide and that Sven had murdered her. She had left everything to Rian, and he was convinced that he was going to die next. But he stayed with Sven, taking care of Lukas almost full time, while trying to finish up his studies. That was the year he began cutting.
A few months later, he was barely 17, he made his way to Tower Bridge in London. He stood on it for a little while, pondering life, wondering if it was even worth living anymore. He jumped. Luckily some nearby people jumped in after him, and saved him from drowning, after all, he wasn't the greatest swimmer anyways.
He woke up in an institution. WillowCreek. And supposedly he was rejecting the drug meant to turn him into someone else.
Presumed Diagnosis; Manic Depression, Anxiety
Family Matters[/b][/size]
Parents Richard Trevelyn- Father, Deceased Marie Carmichael- Mother, Deseased
Sven Carmichael- Step-Father, Alive
Siblings Anna- Sister, Deceased
Lukas- Brother, Alive
Significant Other N/A
Children N/A[/color]
